MARCH, 27,2005 ): UNFORGETTABLE :(

I KNOW EVERYBODY HAVE PLENTY OF UNFORGOTTABLE MEMORIES, BUT DO YOU HAVE THAT ONE THAT YOU WILL NEVER FORGET RATHER IT WAS A GOOD ONE OR BAD ONE OR BOTH? WELL TODAY IM HERE THE LET YOU IN ON WHY MARCH 27TH 2005 WAS SUCH AN UNFORGETTABLE DAY FOR ME. MY BIG BROTHER RICARDO JOHN HUDSON JR WAS MURDER. IT WAS EASTER THAT DAY IN 2005, I WAS UPSTAIRS WITH MY NEPHEW ON MY MOMS BED WHEN THE TELEPHONE RANG, SO I ANSWERED IT THE PERSON ON THE PHONE SOUNDED FINE UNTIL MY MOM GOT THE PHONE AND THE PERSON ON THE OTHER END SAID YOUR SON MAY HAVE BEEN SHOT! THE EXPRESSION AND THE WAY THAT MY MOM LOOKED AT ME WILL NEVER LEAVE FROM MY MEMORY. THE LOOK WAS AS IF SHE ALREADY KNEW SHE HAD LOST APART OF HER WHICH WAS SO HARD TO ACCEPT AND STILL IS. THIS MARCH OF 09 WILL MAKE FOURS YEARS THAT MY BROTHER HAS BEEN DECEASED, I LOVE HIM AND MISS HIM SO MUCH AND ALWAYS WILL. MY BROTHER LEFT BEHIND ONE CHILD MY BEAUTIFUL LITTLE NIECE RICKEA JANAI HUDSON WHO IS 8 SHE IS ALSO MY HEART BESIDES MY MOM. AFTER A WEEK OR MORE OF HAVING PEOPLE COME TO MY HOUSE TO HELP US GRIEVE AND FOR THE BURIAL SERVICES I THANK EVERYONE SO MUCH. AT THE END OF THE DAY THAT WAS A WAKE UP CALL FOR ME AS SAID "HERE TODAY GONE TOMMOROW." THATS WHY IF IM MAD AT SOME ONE OR THEY MAD I TRY MY BEST TO WORK THINGS OUT BECAUSE I DONT HATE ANYONE I MAY DISLIKE YOU BUT THATS IT! QUOTED "NEVER TAKE ANY ONE OR LIFE FOR GRANTED" SHANA LAYE!